I call only think of this place to really express myself now.
The feeling of left out in a group gang is back & I really hate this feeling.
I kept telling myself today aiya, she only ajak two of them.. dont feel bad. friendship & interest cant be forced just like relationship. as I kept 'lying' myself that I am feeling okay, there she goes tagging and thanking everyone else except.
What's going on?
I am not even notified.
And I am none of them really notice my absence...
This happened during the M lapan belas showcase & I tried to act cool to laugh over it. I was hurt.
I acted like I am not..
and today evening, 'I have no friend' thought crossed my mind. maybe all these while I like keeping myself occupied so I dont have time to think of negative things.
Who understands me?
