Emotional Intelligence at Work Place

EI classes gives me mix emotions every single time.  

• Our intention towards helping people
• A variation of emotions 
• How to manage our own emotions

Those videos and stories that she mentioned in class always make me really upset. Upset over humanity. Well, I am not trying to be grey here. Some stories are just too depressing.  Everyone has different emotions and reactions towards a situation so I don't expect people to feel as I feel. However, at least as a human being, please play a minimal role and contribute a little to whichever. I really wonder if I will provide genuine help to a random stranger as a good Samaritan. 

When the time comes, I will know.

Dream House and Marshmallow Test

I wasn't expecting 2 really good videos in a day that I really enjoyed a lot! 

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I am sure there are peeps out there that are being laughed for having their 'own thoughts' which may not sound cool to the rest. His teacher thought he misunderstood the definition of a true dream house. It may not win in terms of size or designs but his little actions of wanting to keep his cozy little house touched me. I was deeply moved and saddened at the same time. Mr Har's so called funny video didn't manage to cheer me up right after showing this.

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A freakingggg cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee video! I love the kid that managed to hold on and waited for the second marshyyyymallowwww! Totally made my day. J.F and I were like aaaa so cute aaaaaaaaaaaa the whole way! :DDDD Cutie Pies everywhere.

To calm myself down

credit to Beautiful Planet Earth Facebook

You have your way and I have my way

Ever since you joined amway, you are turning to transform the whole family to amway permanent consumers. I am not saying that amway products are bad quality or whatsoever. They are more expensive but some really gives an overall higher satisfaction. It is just when you are too aggressive, it makes me more reluctant to accept new Amway products with open hands.

So you trying to ask me to get in, knowing I didnt quite like the whole idea. Said what can register my name and dont have to do anything or try to get afew friends into this. Okay, fine. What now? Then you asked me to attend amway talk with you which I didnt want to although I'm free. Yes, I'm trying to close myself although many people managed to earn freaking big bucks through amway. You are thre reason behind my hatred towards joining Amway.

Done with that. So just now, I just saw the Maldives competition thingy and pasted to a chatroom to you guys so you guys can participate too.. 

and this is how you reply me:

''so fake?''

''I asked you join amway, you also dont want. Now ask me to join this?'' WTHECK! YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO

''Stubborn. That talk is only like 2 hours. Wont take you long??'' Hey brother, tell me you tell me, Im trying to introduce you a vacation competition so you can win by just commenting why you wanna go and youu at the another side, asking me to attend a seminar that I clearly didnt want.
''Both are the same.'' 

You cant see the difference? let me tell you...

You dont have to join that freaking competition that I said if you arent interested. IF YOU ARE, just shut up and fill in. WIN it and Dontttt freaking need to thank me. Thats it. Why are you trying to make me angry and bringing up the stupidddddd Amway talk topic again and trying to compare the similarity. 

Seriously just leave me alone and let me decide for myself.

Third time

1st- Bag filled with room key and lotsa expensive pokemon cards lost in a changing room, Langkawi

2nd- Handphone that dropped out from my pocket while waiting for a meal after a trip in Bukit Tinggi

3rd- Purse that my sister gave me as birthday present that's no longer to be found around campus

I hope I won't lose myself next time... 

Beh Song

The way you are made me felt regretful for bothering taking up the post. Like helloo, I have no obligations to step in. But thanks one thing I gotta thank you is giving me Jayden, Synyin and Michelle. Without them, I will be really stressed out and pissed off. Never so pek cek in a degree event - -'' YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO LISTEN AND DISCUSS AS A GROUP. WE GO BY A TEAM. 

I BEH SONG Damn alot of times! I just suck it in. Oh gosh...

Yesterday, I was really pissed. Like seriously, you cant be kidding me - -' Today, you made me even frustrated with all the sudden changes... THE ISSUE IS WHY YOU DONT BOTHER GOING THROUGH WHAT WE PLANNED. DONT BOTHER CHECKING WITH ME THE DAY BEFORE WHEN I SAID I WANTED TO UPDATE YOU. I know you are super spontaneous and couldnt be bothered, I didnt ask you to rehearse with me.

I really enjoyed emcee-ing at the front and meeting new faces. After you started changing and suddenly add here and there without informing all of us, I seriously have no mood. And there came the balloon bursting thingy which made me even more moodless. Really hate the sound. You see any emcee hiding in the corner and went to the toilet during event???? You should know I hated the sound. But since Jayden suggested the game and I think they will enjoy it, the show must go on.

I was really feeling very down after the event. Dont feel like talking or mixing much with them. Not hard to see whether my face black o not during the event. Luckily Jayden they all are always by my side. How emo can I be when I was in library... 

Please man. If you are gonna act this way next time, dont count me in for your events anymore. 

Still disturbed

KKK, the overwhelming statues about you are making me real sad. You were knocked down and the culprit just ran off. I don't know catching the culprit can do any good to you since you are gone. T T RIP. 

Now that I think back, I think I'm very lucky. Although sometimes I may complain a little here and there, I live a life that's kinda smooth. There are people who never knock or kiss any cars before in their life thinking they are the greatest drivers ever but I'm happy that I had several minor accidents that actually taught me to be more cautious. Yes, I knocked someone's cars or someone knocked my car before. Best of all, no one 's hurt. Damages on cars can be dealt later on. Too many road accidents....

Just within my house areas or those roads that I often use, I hear people passing away when turning a junction and knocked down by a car. To me, one of the most painful things and what I always cant understand is why do people suffer in life? Why are bad things happening to good people? There was once I was super emotional over this topic cause I cannot figure out why. Now that I let go of this topic and leave it to God, hoping bad things will stop automatically. It is godawful to just hear bad news.

Humans will not regret until it is too late. I'm one of  those idiots. 

Things will happen if it is meant to happen. Many things are out of our control. Friends, family members and all... Who knows whats happening next. Accidents can just happen anytime anywhere... After a dinner, a gathering, on the way back work and so.This world will be better off without pain.