Sunday, December 15, 2013

My Sundays

My Sundays no more lazing on my bed till noon.

It is always the waking up part that's tough.
Doing admin job on a Sunday is like super easy compared to teacher's job.

I can to do my own work.. Twitter, Facebook, Blog or Revise during my free time. Oh Yeahhhh!

Things that I won't hear or see if I am stuck at home.

Mothers discussing and sharing their recipes...
Each time I enter, I hear different parents heading to different places for holiday...
Seeing pampered kids that wouldn't want to let of of their parents..
Lovely old couples walking pass the centre..
Hyper cute kids with their unclear bye bye...
Happy Family spending their day out...
Parents saying to their kid cause of coming late in a super polite tone... 
(reminds me of what happened to me when I was the last one to head home)

It feels really good to see so many cute and pleasant things in a day. 

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

2013

Definitely gain more than I loss this year.

Thinking back, I think I did quite a number of things... It was a right choice to work since I learnt so much (from top to bottom, left to right) although I hated the whole idea of waking up early each weekends. 

The only thing I remembered losing was my beloved purse. Humanity restored despite only my IC came back. 

Oh wait! and time with my family over the weekends cause of my work :(

Looking forward for more excitements that yet to come!!

Their Existences

Flashbacks of trips this year :

Foundations Gang
Serendah Sekeping
Ipoh-Kampar
Kuala Pilah

Having a trip with them was like just wanting to spend more time with them despite after foundation, we are separated to different universities and different courses. Thankfully, this gang has quite a few super onz people and also not so onz ones. When there are super onz people, the show will keep running.  Of course, things are getting tougher and tougher. 

Cute thing about them: When you ask, they will be waiting for each other. When you stop asking, they will ask you when there isn't any. err.. ask yourself. 

GE Gang
Kuching
Genting
Melaka
Penang
Broga Hill
Bidor-Sungkai-Kampar

This is where I find most of my travelling kakis :') Things just gotten better each time. Everyone takes turn in an indirect manner.

Jk was settling everything for Genting
Yh and Ah Long were being very helpful in fixing the itinerary
Now, KJ is trying hard to work things out for upcoming trip

They are the ones behind the scenes. Without them, things won't work out that well. Glad to have them around. Such thoughtful souls especially those that worried about me :'D Sorry if I stressed too much for trips, the over motherly side of me that can't stop worrying. Suddenly, I felt really grateful and joyful to have such a group that able to gather each sembreak. It's a gift. 

Thank youuuuuuuu!

Saturday, December 7, 2013

In Between

Sometimes it makes me so worn up wanting to be good to both parties. It is really hard... Making life easier for people makes mine harder. I'm just trying my best here... What else can I do? Sigh. I understand what you meant :( Gotten so tired debating.

I choose not so think so much at times to avoid fear to overtake my decisions. Not that I'm not afraid, I don't to be controlled by fear.

Tough times.

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Monday, December 2, 2013

You get how I feel now?

Hurt over things I shouldn't be.

I'm really sorry to hear what's going on among you guys now. Suppose to listen completely and not say anything off path but what you went through reminded me of those times. The time when you guys did about the same to me. I was Stressed. Worried. Frustrated. Tired. An Complete Idiot. 

Last time, I will feel sad when I'm not included. This time round, honestly speaking I'm happy that you guys didn't bother including me in for pg which didn't make it later on.. and now this...

I had gotten over all these long time ago and chose not to think over it anymore. Please don't look for me only when you have no options. I know I'm not your priority, don't make me feel inferior.

Here, I wish those people will one day find out that things aren't as easy as it seems. If no contributions, voice less. Want to condemn, at least do something. People aren't your servant, dont take them for granted.

Thursday, November 28, 2013

My Year 2 Sem 2

Gotten jot down a little more since I'm aging.. haha

Feeling really occupied and busy this semester. I like the feeling when I spend my time doing Something. Something good. In the beginning, it was really scary cause I cannot imagine how are we going to manage things well with 4 subjects in one semester. We did it anyway! :') It wasn't too bad. Hahaha It is always like that. Fear to take the step and felt great after accomplishing it. 

Started off to occupy myself with my job too in this semester. 

The ideal job for me: 
-with kids
-earning for whichever
-only half day

Training for this job was tough for me. So hard to please SH and PL. So tensed up especially when PL is around. Now that they are slowly letting me off, I am less pressured.

Of course, if only I can sleep more. It would be even better this semester. hahahaa me and my sleeeep.. I always think that we can perform better if we have sufficient rest.

Long semester or short semester?? Short semester for me! So I don't have all the time in the world to slack:D