Attitudes that matter

If you ever make me frustrated, congrats to you.

One small minor event isn't good enough to make me hyper furious.

You just have to be more considerate you know, things don't just always evolve around you. There are more people out there that are affected by your actions. I think I was super angry that day cause the way you talked made me even angrier. First, if you find yourself at wrong, please bother explaining in a proper manner and think. This isn't the first time. If you want to misunderstand me as a calculative person, then go ahead. I just don't get how some people can be so irresponsible and inconsiderate.

Problem is the way you talk. That's it...

Luckily the others tried to stop me from scolding you, I really wanted to badly. The next time this kind of stuff occurs again, you better prepared to see my face turns black. I dont bother whether you are afraid of me or whatever crap, maybe you dont even know you are wrong at the first place. Im not gonna be like the rest, pamper you and let you go next time. You better be thankful that someone is willing to waste their energy to correct youuu.

You gotta know what you gotta know man.

How to be like them?

Met many peeps these days. From Jian Nee's Crazy friends, CL's hilarious high school mates to random dudes in the field during mooncake festival.

Szok Wye makes me feel as if I know her for years although we only met for the first day. Benjamin, thanks to his random questions here and there, we were able to talk in Sabrina's open house and I wasn't quite in mood to talk to him when I was in the airport. Partially I was shy and sad. I want to be like them too.Admire how they are able to start conversation so well and naturally. I still have this shy mode onz especially random people along the street. 

During my garden's mooncake festival, my dad, sister and I went to the field since we had a potluck party there. Most of us came out gathered and ate. A random dude slept in front of us and seemed like wanting to find opportunity to talk to us. I was like ' Oh myy' *sweating awkward mode* He was from UTAR too. Able to approach my dad and I, randomly asking us bout where we stay and what we do and all... I always don't feel like talking to anyone when I don't think I look alright. Confidence level dropped right to the ground. Then, there came another guy who used to study in DJ, a year elder than me who is doing his economics degree in Monash. While talking to him, the constant OS on my head " How the heck can he speak so fluently and naturally as if he knows me for quite so long'. After so many years of struggles, not much great changes.

Send Offs

September 17, 2013

Decided to head to airport because I know Jian Nee always puts family, friends and her dogs at the top list more than anything else. The previous time when Sabrina went back to US again, she was too reluctant to head home first and just wanna spend more time together. 

She's one friend of mine that we spent lotsa time together chatting back in high school. Someone who helps to solve friends' problem, one that will do whatever it takes to make her friends feel right and a crazy noisy soul that greet almost every possible human being that passes by her. No matter what new friends she has and all, she never forgets the people that were once part of her life. That's Ong Jian Nee. Glad to know that she got over the fact that she's flying to UK. 

On that day, her dad drove his family and I to the airport. Met her cheerful and sporty friends along the way, as crazy as her. Everyone was chatting away about random stuffs but I know that everyone was really sad, sad that the noisiest is longer with us.

"Fast, Fast  Go. We aren't going to miss you." 

" Peace now."

Her BAC , sunway friends and I were casually talking since she cant entertain all of us at once. The best part was she was like " All of them are not sending me off also. They are like flirting with each other." hahahahahhaaha Totally Jian Nee. I know you were joking. 

When it was about time for her to board, one the way to the gate, Kristal and Szok Wyhe were sobbing. Yee Lin was at the side and didn't talk much. I.. I.. didnt wanna look at them so I walked way in front. We had our photograph session in one of the shops. I felt the love from her friends, the love-hate relationship, the bond they had.

Szok Wyhe (JN's Horny crazy Twin) : Omg, I only know her for 2 years and I miss her that badly. You guys gonna miss her terribly.. *randomly asking us know her for how long* 

SW resembles JN a lot. I do not know her but she is one sweet soul. Wasnt close to anyone there beside JN and she was constantly ensuring I was somewhere near when I was trying to stay a distance.

The time has come. Most of the girls started tearing. Popo and her mother teared too. Jian Nee started walking very fast towards the gate cause she cant take it anymore. We stopped her and asked for a hug. Knowing her for 7 years, we didnt hug before and not like I hug friends often. I just wanted to give her a big hug that time.

Not quite worried for her cause she knows what she's doing. Just gonna miss you, noisy girl. Dont know whether can drop by UK, till the day we meet again. It wont take long. 

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September 18, 2013

I was having a gloomy Tuesday Night after sending her off. I just hate how a bunch of her joker friends started to tear making me scared to send Chen Ling off cause I think CL's gonna be more dramatic than Jn's since Crystal and CL going be far apart.

Both of them have amazing bond. Although I know both of them only about 2 years, I always admire the friendship they have when I dont quite know them in Foundation. I know both of them had been crying their butt off when CL's parents decided to send her off to UK. I feel bad each time knowing them both of them feel horrible and randomly cry over the nights. Need a how-to-comfort-sad-soul course badly.

Lessons learnt:
1. Never get overly attached to anyone. The pain when one's heading someone far and cannot meet up that often anymore. 

2. Dont trust Sygic.

3. Nokia's Navigation (Y)

4. Pump full tank petrol. 

Anyway that day was reallyyyy dramatic!! Met up with Lok, Jared and Kar soon ( with his sport attire since crystal didnt allow him to be late so he didnt manage to take bath) hahahahhahahaaha Jared was asking whether the petrol would be enough and Lok was like aiyaa, enough for you to go and head back from KLIA. We started adventure using Kar Soon's Sygic (that made him met in an accident during their Penang Trip)  because Jared didnt manage to follow Yaoyao's car. On the way, we laughed and crapped. They did all the talking since I dont know them, I was just busy laughing. Three of them really joker. hahahahaha. Damn funnyyyyyyy 

Using KS's Sygic, we reached Dengkil and then it led us somewhere. Guess what? We drove to Nilai heading to JB's direction like wtheck?! LOL Best thing of all, after missing a junction or something, petrol showed low signal. All of us panic! In front of our eyes, we can only see endless highwayy. Ended up, we managed to find a petrol station thats 15-20 km away. That time, it was like an hour before CL was going to go on board. When we were kelam kabut finding for petrol station, CL messaged crystal! Lok was holding crystal's phone and saw it was a 'touching message'. He didnt dare to read it out. He passed the phone to Crystal. 

The message : '' Take Care F_ _ ker! '' and crystal started sobbing badly. Thought she couldnt make it for the airport and CL will blame her for that. CL thought crystal was that meannn and didnt even bother coming to airport. Of course not, CL. Lol

Kar soon was feeling horrible since his sygic caused all the drama, started busy taking tissues for her. A moment of silence till we reached the airport. It was seriously like the scene in those dramas. Rushing to see 'love one' and things always happen before that. Anyway we managed to reach there on time!!

CL was clearly shocked and was like '' ni men hen e xin de loooo'' hahahahaahaha pointing at us one by one for our sudden appearance. hahaha 

Crystal's tear memang non stop. LOl. CL was tryingg real hard to hold it. Both of them went like very awkward didnt wanna hug or see each other much which was really sad. 

Highlight of the day was when CL walked in to the boarding place, she looked back and saw us waving to us.. she didnt reply and continued walking and then looked back another time and continued walking. The expression on her face :'(((

Thanks to Lok, Kar Soon and Jared, crystal couldnt cry her way back cause three of them were busy making fun of the F_ _ker thingy. "I didnt know F _ _ ker can be so touching! I did not a friendship can be described with that'' " please allow me to call you that next time!" LOLOL Hahahahhahahaha hilarious to the max

Anyhow CL, crystal's gonna go visit you and we will wait for your return! You guys don't have to worry that your friendship will change, nothing can beat the times you two been through. 

If someone wants to be in your life, he or she will find a way to.