How to be like them?

Met many peeps these days. From Jian Nee's Crazy friends, CL's hilarious high school mates to random dudes in the field during mooncake festival.

Szok Wye makes me feel as if I know her for years although we only met for the first day. Benjamin, thanks to his random questions here and there, we were able to talk in Sabrina's open house and I wasn't quite in mood to talk to him when I was in the airport. Partially I was shy and sad. I want to be like them too.Admire how they are able to start conversation so well and naturally. I still have this shy mode onz especially random people along the street. 

During my garden's mooncake festival, my dad, sister and I went to the field since we had a potluck party there. Most of us came out gathered and ate. A random dude slept in front of us and seemed like wanting to find opportunity to talk to us. I was like ' Oh myy' *sweating awkward mode* He was from UTAR too. Able to approach my dad and I, randomly asking us bout where we stay and what we do and all... I always don't feel like talking to anyone when I don't think I look alright. Confidence level dropped right to the ground. Then, there came another guy who used to study in DJ, a year elder than me who is doing his economics degree in Monash. While talking to him, the constant OS on my head " How the heck can he speak so fluently and naturally as if he knows me for quite so long'. After so many years of struggles, not much great changes.