Ampang Pecah Interactive Camp

It was seriously a hyper last minute idea to head this camp since Sze Hui told me to keep my weekends free for training yet she cancelled it 2 days before Saturday. When Elaine told me the activities in the camp, I was like omg omg omg in heart that I wanna go.  PLUS! I miss campings. Camping with friends particularly. Although this cant really be considered as camping with tents and all, at least I can still call it as 'camp'. I reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy miss my scout days. It was one of the most manliest moments in my life yet I really enjoyed it, learnt so much and gained so much. No regrets! Till I decided to stop my scouting life due to my busy schedule, I only attended Leo camps. Back then, I was used to not pampered by scout camps, attending Leo camps and other camps seem like a vacation to me. Although Leo camps may give a different level of satisfactions to me, Scout camps still the best! 

Basically for this interactive camp, I didnt really know much. Just pay the money and enjoy myself without having to worry about anythingg! The moment I reached the campsite, it brought me back to Leo Leadership Camp '09. Going back to a place we once created awesome memories there was a great feeling. Saw the same dorms, same toilets, same cafeteria, same instructors, same obstacle course, same field, same gathering spot and same seminar room. People that accompanied me this time were different but it gives me flashbacks of what happened before. It was worth heading back there! 

Elaine and I were in the same group thanks to her evil plan haha:D 

Summary of what we did in this 2 days 1 night short camp

Ice Breaking Session

Station Games

1. The bursting balloon didn't excite me at all. 

2. White White Powder Game

Intense Moment

The reactions you get when you are being splashed with the flour water.

The only game maybe that Oh Yeah Baby was good in. LOl

3. Passing Ping Pong with Spoons

4.Aeroplane Game

Another Game that I feel screwed up. Spot a noob thats having difficulties doing her very own version of aeroplane. Elaine was a pro in this haha. Another talent found. 

Our beloved ah red blocking opponents' aeroplanes

Obstacle Course

Pak Ngah that instructed the Leo camp back then. He remembers Lion Ivan! :D Yeng as usual explaining to us how to carry out the obstacle course.

That's how things are done :)

For this, the guys sounded the girls how manly there are. We girls were like princesses being carried to the another side without touching the rope :'D Sam fu sai the guys. A (Y) for you guys! 

If I was given a choice to go or not to go for this, I would rather keep my clothes clean. But since I have no choice but to follow whats set, I decided to finish this like a man. Since we were going to get dirty anyhow, lets dirty with style! :D Instructors and many more were impressed with me hahah :D

Another obstacle course that used man power more than girl power.

I was somehow quite worried for this. Since the whole world was staring at us doing each course and Im scared my legs may land in water or something. Anyhow it wasnt that tough afterall :D

HAHA guys having fun not letting him to land and us girls having fun laughing non stop.

First Thought! Ohh crappp Monkey Bar! I cant do monkey bar :(( After Pak Ngah explained, I was relieved. It was a must for 2 members to assist the fellow who's climbing over. This is what we called teamwork and helping friends.

Some of them climbed over so easily cause they didnt even use a single effort to grab the bar. Only the 'carriers' were the ones suffering. It was hilarious cause we can see who's curi ayam-ing.

Say Hi To the misses from GE :DDDDD

This is suppose to be us ge girls + Wen Yi and ah red decided to spoill our pics by popping in

Oh Yeah Baby at the end of the obstacle course! :D

Performance-Advertise Weird Items

My group's idea was abit lame but luckily ah red was there to freeshow alone. Other groups were good (Y)! seriously goood. I was laughing madly especially when Ah mooi was there with his signature smile! :DDDD

Solo Night Trekking 

I was really excited for this! Elaine was scared before we head in the jungle. Excitement just kept me going till we really went in the dark jungle, I got quiet. :( All of us walked in together for a distance and gathered in a place. Pak Ngah numbered each of us and gave us a password. We whispered to each other and was told not to bother by whoever that may be found in the jungle who give wrong password. When we reached the last checkpoint, No. 1 started walking back. We sat down and randomly talking to whoever, Elaine and I turned out to be talking to dont know who in the dark about Taiwan! It was ah Mooi! HAHAHA he was like alone there sititng and so happen near us. We couldnt even see or recognise whos he. Kept asking.. and he was like nehh I was the one that did the (Y)  hahaha. I was still lost till I saw his teeth in the dark! I was like OHHHHHHH hahahahaha I knowwwwwwwwwww you. How coincidence. 

I didnt waited long till my turn. Honestly I was really scared. I walked quite fast. Trees were moving and I have no idea that were trees, committees on the way back or non living things:( so I just walked. Walked quite fast to reach to the another checkpoint. Nobody was with me and we arent allowed to use torch light, it was quite creepy. Kinda helpless. 

Reached to the another checkpoint and found fellow friends :D Heard Sai Meng's voice. It was a wide place to gather, perfect location to see stars. That night, the sky was filled with sparkling stars. I lied down like how I always wanted to :DDDDDDD

Curi Keluar

Sai Meng drove Cheehow, Yp, WenYi, Elaine and I out for a drink! Sneaking out from a camp site was GOOD! :D his driving really speechless = =' 

Rafting

This was the only activity that I did before in my previous camp. The Place where I gotten my first leech bite that caused me to bleed for hoursssssssssss in quite a big amount of blood. I had to be really careful while sleeping that night because the wound may bleed again if I touch anything. Great experience though.

So I roughly still remembered some knots I learnt in scouts.:DD Our raft was a beauty. haha

PC in action :3

my fellow teammates :D

Gong Gong guiding us 

We are all suited up and ready to go!

Our fellow committees with their imbalance raft haha

1.2.3 ! 1.2.3!! 1.2.3!!!

Peaceee to the cam :p

The imbalance raft. Haha Kimsiuu flying up and sai meng at the another side, butt inside of the water. YP was like having lotsa fun sitting there.

We were dead tired but capturing the moment was a must! Our team started as first but ended up last. Lack of teamwork! :(( but anyway just a small competition, as long as we have fun!

Make way for the raft. Parking time

After that Pak Ngah taught us about water safety and how to rescue our friends or ourselves despite the fact we cant swim. It was (Y) (Y) (Y) We really dont have to know how to swim to 'move' ourselves in the water. Yp was really scared. I accompanied her the second time. Then, all of us were given 10 mins to play in the water.

Closing

Funny and touching at the same time. Since the committees were running low in budget, the prizes were quite cheapstake. hahaha but it didnt really matter, it gave us a good laugh. 

I found out that many of them were like me, last minute decision. Most of them went because their friends needed participants despite having exams the next day. Many of them werent CSS yet they were there. Thats the bond. 

Somehow this was a special camp, a  camp that gives quite a scary after-camp-fever. I wasnt talking much to everyone, more to Elaine and my groupmates. Great to know some of them. One small thing that I was quite scared during the camp was the awkward silent moment in my group. Every other groups were so damn noisy and our group was quiet. Not like we cant talk. We just didnt talk as much as the rest. It was a nerve-wrecking moment to be there and say nothing looking at each other, I was like trying to act busy with Elaine to make myself feel better. SO SCARY!! Anyhow, we shy shy  LOLOL.

Photo sessions before heading back! 

Ah MOOI! (Y) (Y) (Y) :D

Another Thing to be remembered ...photos credit to Carina's Fb album 

Emotional Intelligence at Work Place

EI classes gives me mix emotions every single time.  

• Our intention towards helping people
• A variation of emotions 
• How to manage our own emotions

Those videos and stories that she mentioned in class always make me really upset. Upset over humanity. Well, I am not trying to be grey here. Some stories are just too depressing.  Everyone has different emotions and reactions towards a situation so I don't expect people to feel as I feel. However, at least as a human being, please play a minimal role and contribute a little to whichever. I really wonder if I will provide genuine help to a random stranger as a good Samaritan. 

When the time comes, I will know.

Dream House and Marshmallow Test

I wasn't expecting 2 really good videos in a day that I really enjoyed a lot! 

Economic Development

I am sure there are peeps out there that are being laughed for having their 'own thoughts' which may not sound cool to the rest. His teacher thought he misunderstood the definition of a true dream house. It may not win in terms of size or designs but his little actions of wanting to keep his cozy little house touched me. I was deeply moved and saddened at the same time. Mr Har's so called funny video didn't manage to cheer me up right after showing this.

Emotional Intelligence at Workplace 

A freakingggg cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee video! I love the kid that managed to hold on and waited for the second marshyyyymallowwww! Totally made my day. J.F and I were like aaaa so cute aaaaaaaaaaaa the whole way! :DDDD Cutie Pies everywhere.

To calm myself down

credit to Beautiful Planet Earth Facebook

You have your way and I have my way

Ever since you joined amway, you are turning to transform the whole family to amway permanent consumers. I am not saying that amway products are bad quality or whatsoever. They are more expensive but some really gives an overall higher satisfaction. It is just when you are too aggressive, it makes me more reluctant to accept new Amway products with open hands.

So you trying to ask me to get in, knowing I didnt quite like the whole idea. Said what can register my name and dont have to do anything or try to get afew friends into this. Okay, fine. What now? Then you asked me to attend amway talk with you which I didnt want to although I'm free. Yes, I'm trying to close myself although many people managed to earn freaking big bucks through amway. You are thre reason behind my hatred towards joining Amway.

Done with that. So just now, I just saw the Maldives competition thingy and pasted to a chatroom to you guys so you guys can participate too.. 

and this is how you reply me:

''so fake?''

''I asked you join amway, you also dont want. Now ask me to join this?'' WTHECK! YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO

''Stubborn. That talk is only like 2 hours. Wont take you long??'' Hey brother, tell me you tell me, Im trying to introduce you a vacation competition so you can win by just commenting why you wanna go and youu at the another side, asking me to attend a seminar that I clearly didnt want.
''Both are the same.'' 

You cant see the difference? let me tell you...

You dont have to join that freaking competition that I said if you arent interested. IF YOU ARE, just shut up and fill in. WIN it and Dontttt freaking need to thank me. Thats it. Why are you trying to make me angry and bringing up the stupidddddd Amway talk topic again and trying to compare the similarity. 

Seriously just leave me alone and let me decide for myself.

Third time

1st- Bag filled with room key and lotsa expensive pokemon cards lost in a changing room, Langkawi

2nd- Handphone that dropped out from my pocket while waiting for a meal after a trip in Bukit Tinggi

3rd- Purse that my sister gave me as birthday present that's no longer to be found around campus

I hope I won't lose myself next time... 

Beh Song

The way you are made me felt regretful for bothering taking up the post. Like helloo, I have no obligations to step in. But thanks one thing I gotta thank you is giving me Jayden, Synyin and Michelle. Without them, I will be really stressed out and pissed off. Never so pek cek in a degree event - -'' YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO LISTEN AND DISCUSS AS A GROUP. WE GO BY A TEAM. 

I BEH SONG Damn alot of times! I just suck it in. Oh gosh...

Yesterday, I was really pissed. Like seriously, you cant be kidding me - -' Today, you made me even frustrated with all the sudden changes... THE ISSUE IS WHY YOU DONT BOTHER GOING THROUGH WHAT WE PLANNED. DONT BOTHER CHECKING WITH ME THE DAY BEFORE WHEN I SAID I WANTED TO UPDATE YOU. I know you are super spontaneous and couldnt be bothered, I didnt ask you to rehearse with me.

I really enjoyed emcee-ing at the front and meeting new faces. After you started changing and suddenly add here and there without informing all of us, I seriously have no mood. And there came the balloon bursting thingy which made me even more moodless. Really hate the sound. You see any emcee hiding in the corner and went to the toilet during event???? You should know I hated the sound. But since Jayden suggested the game and I think they will enjoy it, the show must go on.

I was really feeling very down after the event. Dont feel like talking or mixing much with them. Not hard to see whether my face black o not during the event. Luckily Jayden they all are always by my side. How emo can I be when I was in library... 

Please man. If you are gonna act this way next time, dont count me in for your events anymore. 

Still disturbed

KKK, the overwhelming statues about you are making me real sad. You were knocked down and the culprit just ran off. I don't know catching the culprit can do any good to you since you are gone. T T RIP. 

Now that I think back, I think I'm very lucky. Although sometimes I may complain a little here and there, I live a life that's kinda smooth. There are people who never knock or kiss any cars before in their life thinking they are the greatest drivers ever but I'm happy that I had several minor accidents that actually taught me to be more cautious. Yes, I knocked someone's cars or someone knocked my car before. Best of all, no one 's hurt. Damages on cars can be dealt later on. Too many road accidents....

Just within my house areas or those roads that I often use, I hear people passing away when turning a junction and knocked down by a car. To me, one of the most painful things and what I always cant understand is why do people suffer in life? Why are bad things happening to good people? There was once I was super emotional over this topic cause I cannot figure out why. Now that I let go of this topic and leave it to God, hoping bad things will stop automatically. It is godawful to just hear bad news.

Humans will not regret until it is too late. I'm one of  those idiots. 

Things will happen if it is meant to happen. Many things are out of our control. Friends, family members and all... Who knows whats happening next. Accidents can just happen anytime anywhere... After a dinner, a gathering, on the way back work and so.This world will be better off without pain. 

Treasure Box Training

Since the start of degree, every semester I said I wanna find a parttime job yet new sem starts in a blink of an eye. So well, this semester, so happen I found this part time job online which has to do with kids' learning. Not qualified being called a teacher. In Treasure Box learning, teachers serve as the facilitators. We lead them to think and solve problems themselves which I like their Not-Spoon-Feed Concept. 

Finally, I managed to find something not so hectic yet I can earn money at the same time. Today was a training day for me to do deluge of treasure boxes. With the small table and small chair which is not meant for me, the long hours of sitting there solving to familiarize in order to guide kids in the future made my backache. When they finally approve me as a 'teacher', I think it would be easier??? Haha..

Chose this job firstly thought I can see young cute innocent kids and dont have to work freakinggggg long hours. However turned out to be, they are asking me to work as admin too if I can. In class, Miss Rebecca was there to guide some of the kids while I was solving the boxes, she didnt talk much to the kids. She didnt even allow them to make a noise or so... I was expecting to interact and chit chat with the kids :(:(:( Children at such young age being forced to go tuitions like kumon and all is kinda sad to me. I thought this would be super different. Of course, some naughty kids need some scoldings to be obedient. I was the whole time staring at cute kids in front of me yet I cant talk to them. Whole day cant talk, only solve. Dont look down on those boxes of games, some can be quite challenging. The concept behind Treasure Box is really good though. (Y) Guiding kids to observe, think, analyze, decide and execute... Zi Hui brief-ed me a little in the beginning and I was thinking why didnt I attend such good programme when I am young. Through playing the games, I can definitely see that Im not observant and not good with spatial elements. 

Although their 'teachings' may seem a little different than what's on my mind, I think this is a good way to occupy my weekends and continue saving for my travelling fund or whatsoever.

Throwback Penang'13

• Lucky me always have the chance to go Penang so island to me, nothing extraordinary.
• Brought the girls + chen chen to Penang hills and our beloved guys went to rest in their rooms. LOL
• Met a friendly Sichuan dude and I think we talked bout 4 hours straight. Talked about many things. Thats what I like about guesthouse :D Best of all, he stopped me knowing that we were suppose to sleep early for escape park. 
• Ryokan's breakfast (Y) 
• Ryokan's walls not sound-prove, we got complaints several times :(
• ESCAPE PARK (Y) I would love to go there again. Better than those normal theme parks.
• Gotten many souvenirs from escape park that I'm proud of.
• Wanted so FREAKING LONG for the feri when I was dead tired.
• Enjoyed sea breeze alone (Y)
• Got to know Bianca which is almost as cool as YiKay, somehow they resembles each other here and there
• Chen Chen knows alot about us! Like almost everything. LOl. can be a good thing and... 
• Saw dolphins on the way to Pulau Aman.
• Day 3 in mainland was the scariest.. We just ate non stop (about 7-8 meals)
• I heart the tomyam noodle! 
• The unforgettable yam rice and sour pork soup that made me go crazyyy before head back to PJ
• We stayed in a super big homestay
• Loong's mother being very nice kept belanja-ing us and tapau food for us.
• Dont have enough sleep as usual since it was a trip.
• Freaking banyak pimples keluar, dont know stress what.
• Had fun running away waking up pigggss.
• Played killer game like siao till 6.40 am and had awesome time together.
• Set alarm to wake up lateee on the last day to let everyone rest longer and who knows suddenly loong called me and said the cleaner wanted the house back about 10am.
• Elaine, CY and YP being so cute trying to entertain me in car by talking crap. hahahaha. Talked until they also dont know what are they talking about.
• Almost beh tahan and wanted to close my eyes kat highway and thank god Rawang R&R appeared! 
• Luckily when I was dead tired, Ykay was driving side by side me.
• Wanted to act warrior after reaching PJ, but I dont think my body listens to me.

Didnt do much this trip since loong and yh arranged the itinerary :))) And seriously need  a photographer. lol
ps: Yh's tooth not found.

Another great achievement for me in life for driving such a long distance when I didn't have enough sleep and everyone's safe. Weeeee :))))))))))))

Goals to be achieved

Kinda free these days so most of the time I will be busy thinking when I'm not occupied.

Dont know whats up with me, I have tons of movies and series waiting for me yet I have no mood to start any of them. First, too many. Secondly, I feel like I have better things to do. Something that make me feel useful rather than sitting down whole day， although I still watch my all time favorite- 2 days 1 night. Not that I find the whole idea of watching series lame. As an ex-series addict here, I wasted so much time on series last time so just felt something's not right. BUT! somehow those dramatic tvb series that I watched last time taught here about life here and there.

My sister's really shows me how to manage my time. Seeing her so determined achieving goals that she set for herself made me shameful. She and running, swimming, studies and all. Used to remember how lame was her running. I used to able to beat her easily. I cant seem to get off my comfort zone. Getting used to the teases that whatever negative feedbacks, I am still the old me.

I wonder why am I so comfortable with whatever situation I am in. LOL. I decided to set some goals for myself since I am not quite fit now.

MOUNT KK AND VIPER CHALLENGE!






Now I cant even climb monkey bar :( I will one day.

**credit to the awesome photographer that snapped those pictures.

Life's Fragile

Today suppose to be another happy day of mine, since I went out meeting my all time noisy friends. After coming back home, just randomly going through my Facebook, I found out that something's not right. My schoolmates kept posting about this particular guy that I know him by his face but don't exactly know him. Looking clearly what they posted, more like a bunch of RIP messages to him. What?!? He's gone?! According to them, he met in an accident and passed away :((((((((( He's the same age as I am. Someone that's loved by many. Those overwhelming messages and statuses made me really upset. I cant imagine if this happens to any of my close friends. I don't want to imagine :((((((  All of these just happened too fast. Treat it as another day? a lesson? I dont know. I just hope everyone's in pieces, safe and sound at all time.