人是犯贱的

this is something I have on my mind since long ago and rarely I agree on a certain thing this long.

I change my opinions over certain aspects or people over time.

I am done with studying now.

I remembered people asking me whether I will continue master after my degree (at that time I was still in university). I answered a loud and clear NO right away. Being a student for such long (since kindergarten), I was tired of the idea of continuing to be a student at that time. Anyhow I did started missing my uni life in my Year 2, I kept telling my friends I miss uni... actually I miss the people around me. I was very sad that time. Depressed thinking that I will not be spending time with them. Depressed that things wont be the same anymore after I graduated. Worried that I will be aimless after I graduated.

My answer changed now. 

I miss studying. maybe not just studying but everything things used to be during my student time.

Somehow I think even I study master, it will not be the same anymore :'(

This is part of growing eh? 

People just don't appreciate the things they had or they cant see the things ahead. Not many people can do this well.

I think I am hyper hyper fan jian.