Third time

1st- Bag filled with room key and lotsa expensive pokemon cards lost in a changing room, Langkawi

2nd- Handphone that dropped out from my pocket while waiting for a meal after a trip in Bukit Tinggi

3rd- Purse that my sister gave me as birthday present that's no longer to be found around campus

I hope I won't lose myself next time... 

Beh Song

The way you are made me felt regretful for bothering taking up the post. Like helloo, I have no obligations to step in. But thanks one thing I gotta thank you is giving me Jayden, Synyin and Michelle. Without them, I will be really stressed out and pissed off. Never so pek cek in a degree event - -'' YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO LISTEN AND DISCUSS AS A GROUP. WE GO BY A TEAM. 

I BEH SONG Damn alot of times! I just suck it in. Oh gosh...

Yesterday, I was really pissed. Like seriously, you cant be kidding me - -' Today, you made me even frustrated with all the sudden changes... THE ISSUE IS WHY YOU DONT BOTHER GOING THROUGH WHAT WE PLANNED. DONT BOTHER CHECKING WITH ME THE DAY BEFORE WHEN I SAID I WANTED TO UPDATE YOU. I know you are super spontaneous and couldnt be bothered, I didnt ask you to rehearse with me.

I really enjoyed emcee-ing at the front and meeting new faces. After you started changing and suddenly add here and there without informing all of us, I seriously have no mood. And there came the balloon bursting thingy which made me even more moodless. Really hate the sound. You see any emcee hiding in the corner and went to the toilet during event???? You should know I hated the sound. But since Jayden suggested the game and I think they will enjoy it, the show must go on.

I was really feeling very down after the event. Dont feel like talking or mixing much with them. Not hard to see whether my face black o not during the event. Luckily Jayden they all are always by my side. How emo can I be when I was in library... 

Please man. If you are gonna act this way next time, dont count me in for your events anymore. 

Still disturbed

KKK, the overwhelming statues about you are making me real sad. You were knocked down and the culprit just ran off. I don't know catching the culprit can do any good to you since you are gone. T T RIP. 

Now that I think back, I think I'm very lucky. Although sometimes I may complain a little here and there, I live a life that's kinda smooth. There are people who never knock or kiss any cars before in their life thinking they are the greatest drivers ever but I'm happy that I had several minor accidents that actually taught me to be more cautious. Yes, I knocked someone's cars or someone knocked my car before. Best of all, no one 's hurt. Damages on cars can be dealt later on. Too many road accidents....

Just within my house areas or those roads that I often use, I hear people passing away when turning a junction and knocked down by a car. To me, one of the most painful things and what I always cant understand is why do people suffer in life? Why are bad things happening to good people? There was once I was super emotional over this topic cause I cannot figure out why. Now that I let go of this topic and leave it to God, hoping bad things will stop automatically. It is godawful to just hear bad news.

Humans will not regret until it is too late. I'm one of  those idiots. 

Things will happen if it is meant to happen. Many things are out of our control. Friends, family members and all... Who knows whats happening next. Accidents can just happen anytime anywhere... After a dinner, a gathering, on the way back work and so.This world will be better off without pain. 

Treasure Box Training

Since the start of degree, every semester I said I wanna find a parttime job yet new sem starts in a blink of an eye. So well, this semester, so happen I found this part time job online which has to do with kids' learning. Not qualified being called a teacher. In Treasure Box learning, teachers serve as the facilitators. We lead them to think and solve problems themselves which I like their Not-Spoon-Feed Concept. 

Finally, I managed to find something not so hectic yet I can earn money at the same time. Today was a training day for me to do deluge of treasure boxes. With the small table and small chair which is not meant for me, the long hours of sitting there solving to familiarize in order to guide kids in the future made my backache. When they finally approve me as a 'teacher', I think it would be easier??? Haha..

Chose this job firstly thought I can see young cute innocent kids and dont have to work freakinggggg long hours. However turned out to be, they are asking me to work as admin too if I can. In class, Miss Rebecca was there to guide some of the kids while I was solving the boxes, she didnt talk much to the kids. She didnt even allow them to make a noise or so... I was expecting to interact and chit chat with the kids :(:(:( Children at such young age being forced to go tuitions like kumon and all is kinda sad to me. I thought this would be super different. Of course, some naughty kids need some scoldings to be obedient. I was the whole time staring at cute kids in front of me yet I cant talk to them. Whole day cant talk, only solve. Dont look down on those boxes of games, some can be quite challenging. The concept behind Treasure Box is really good though. (Y) Guiding kids to observe, think, analyze, decide and execute... Zi Hui brief-ed me a little in the beginning and I was thinking why didnt I attend such good programme when I am young. Through playing the games, I can definitely see that Im not observant and not good with spatial elements. 

Although their 'teachings' may seem a little different than what's on my mind, I think this is a good way to occupy my weekends and continue saving for my travelling fund or whatsoever.

Throwback Penang'13

• Lucky me always have the chance to go Penang so island to me, nothing extraordinary.
• Brought the girls + chen chen to Penang hills and our beloved guys went to rest in their rooms. LOL
• Met a friendly Sichuan dude and I think we talked bout 4 hours straight. Talked about many things. Thats what I like about guesthouse :D Best of all, he stopped me knowing that we were suppose to sleep early for escape park. 
• Ryokan's breakfast (Y) 
• Ryokan's walls not sound-prove, we got complaints several times :(
• ESCAPE PARK (Y) I would love to go there again. Better than those normal theme parks.
• Gotten many souvenirs from escape park that I'm proud of.
• Wanted so FREAKING LONG for the feri when I was dead tired.
• Enjoyed sea breeze alone (Y)
• Got to know Bianca which is almost as cool as YiKay, somehow they resembles each other here and there
• Chen Chen knows alot about us! Like almost everything. LOl. can be a good thing and... 
• Saw dolphins on the way to Pulau Aman.
• Day 3 in mainland was the scariest.. We just ate non stop (about 7-8 meals)
• I heart the tomyam noodle! 
• The unforgettable yam rice and sour pork soup that made me go crazyyy before head back to PJ
• We stayed in a super big homestay
• Loong's mother being very nice kept belanja-ing us and tapau food for us.
• Dont have enough sleep as usual since it was a trip.
• Freaking banyak pimples keluar, dont know stress what.
• Had fun running away waking up pigggss.
• Played killer game like siao till 6.40 am and had awesome time together.
• Set alarm to wake up lateee on the last day to let everyone rest longer and who knows suddenly loong called me and said the cleaner wanted the house back about 10am.
• Elaine, CY and YP being so cute trying to entertain me in car by talking crap. hahahaha. Talked until they also dont know what are they talking about.
• Almost beh tahan and wanted to close my eyes kat highway and thank god Rawang R&R appeared! 
• Luckily when I was dead tired, Ykay was driving side by side me.
• Wanted to act warrior after reaching PJ, but I dont think my body listens to me.

Didnt do much this trip since loong and yh arranged the itinerary :))) And seriously need  a photographer. lol
ps: Yh's tooth not found.

Another great achievement for me in life for driving such a long distance when I didn't have enough sleep and everyone's safe. Weeeee :))))))))))))

Goals to be achieved

Kinda free these days so most of the time I will be busy thinking when I'm not occupied.

Dont know whats up with me, I have tons of movies and series waiting for me yet I have no mood to start any of them. First, too many. Secondly, I feel like I have better things to do. Something that make me feel useful rather than sitting down whole day， although I still watch my all time favorite- 2 days 1 night. Not that I find the whole idea of watching series lame. As an ex-series addict here, I wasted so much time on series last time so just felt something's not right. BUT! somehow those dramatic tvb series that I watched last time taught here about life here and there.

My sister's really shows me how to manage my time. Seeing her so determined achieving goals that she set for herself made me shameful. She and running, swimming, studies and all. Used to remember how lame was her running. I used to able to beat her easily. I cant seem to get off my comfort zone. Getting used to the teases that whatever negative feedbacks, I am still the old me.

I wonder why am I so comfortable with whatever situation I am in. LOL. I decided to set some goals for myself since I am not quite fit now.

MOUNT KK AND VIPER CHALLENGE!






Now I cant even climb monkey bar :( I will one day.

**credit to the awesome photographer that snapped those pictures.

Life's Fragile

Today suppose to be another happy day of mine, since I went out meeting my all time noisy friends. After coming back home, just randomly going through my Facebook, I found out that something's not right. My schoolmates kept posting about this particular guy that I know him by his face but don't exactly know him. Looking clearly what they posted, more like a bunch of RIP messages to him. What?!? He's gone?! According to them, he met in an accident and passed away :((((((((( He's the same age as I am. Someone that's loved by many. Those overwhelming messages and statuses made me really upset. I cant imagine if this happens to any of my close friends. I don't want to imagine :((((((  All of these just happened too fast. Treat it as another day? a lesson? I dont know. I just hope everyone's in pieces, safe and sound at all time.