A few days after the day my sister had gotten her braces fixed on, she was telling me on the exact day when it was up, it was not as pain as what the others said.
Today, my sister has to eat in such pain. Before the pan mee arrived, we were randomly talking bout how is it like and all. She said eating rice and noodle now shouldn't be a problem. When her bowl of noodle arrived, she doesn't need to say much to let me know shes in pain. She just literally swallow without biting. I took a strand of noodle and tried doing her way and it was like :(((( Seeing her eating was like so damn hard... cant bite much... ulcers start coming out due to the metal... waking up in the midnight due to the pain..
Preparing myself for my turn. Still scared... very scared... Dont know how much can I withstand the pain. Talking to people who are going through or went through help a little but also makes it even scarier. Honwai was telling me the first few days was total hell for him. The pain he felt was at the edge of dying. Hopefully he was just being overreacting :( How discouraging for telling me those.
''If I have a second chance to choose, I will not do it.''
That describes the pain Honwai trying to tell me.
Good things come with a price tag.
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