Botheration

I was seriously bugged by all these deep thoughts in my head yesterday.

It all began due to my current job. I want to run free, learn and explore the world. Locking and asking me to work non-stop for now ain't the way to keep me. 

I know they are in difficult situation and so am I. I booked those vacations before even entering this job and you said I could apply leaves.

Now that this strikes, it leads me to think about my future. 

My plan after graduation:

Head to some countries for community service or working holiday for a period of time. 

Sometimes we can't just have everything we want to and that's why I am starting to worry how things will turn out to be. The best if I could take a few months break before officially entering the workforce.

Internship? Work? 

Sigh. It does not excite me.

Too much worries leads me nowhere and it frustrates me even more. I will let my brain rest for a while and get back to this soon.