Free or Flee

I am sure that I will turn crazy if my parents were to control me this and that. Sometimes it is because of that trust, I will not want to disappoint them. That is when things will turn out better. I never agree how parents trying to control their children by locking them at home.It bugs me whenever I hear about this. What parents get through excessive controls? LIES. Endless lies. You are just training your children to be professional liars. Extreme cases are exceptional. I always imagine the frustration and depression I will go through if my parents are trying to stop me to do things that I love to. Last time, I always advise my friends to tell honestly cause I do not see the problems.  They always choose not to tell. I was too naive and I thought every parent will listen to their kids. Sometimes they just do not have a choice.  Overly worried and protective parents are just too much.. Nothing seems right to be except standing at home as they wish.

I have like complete freedom last time. Until recently when things get dangerous while doing alone, that is when parents nag and try to stop you. It reminds me of the storms before my Korea trip. I was distressed especially when my brother decides to step in with a few 'wise' words of his which made me even moodless. Our fearless spirit keeps us going. Because of these fearless mentality, it brings us to somewhere. Somewhere that we will never think we will land on. I visualise that I am going to transform slowly like my parents in the future by fearing this and that. That is when you never explore cause you are just too scared to take a step. We get wiser as we grow and we also get more fearful with our surroundings which ended up we head to no where.

I always knew she has endless quarrels with her family because she doesnt get the freedom she wants. Both parties are as stubborn as a mule. Whyyyyyyyy turn a happy thing to something disastrous? Adults have stress, we have stress too. The kind of stress that parents will not understand. Same goes like how we don't get the adults. This time round, I think she had enough. I am glad that you chose to tell me. I am with you for that.